Post by CAMERON DANIEL ROBERTS on Jan 24, 2011 12:28:06 GMT -8
cameron daniel roberts
fifteen - sophomore - student - homosexual
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hi! my name is cameron, but a majority of people call me cam or cammy, whatever. i'm fifteen years old right now, but i'll be sixteen on february fourteenth. i'm a sophomore at maplebrook academy and i have a younger twin sister.
i've been told that i get really excited really easily. i never really noticed, probably because i'm the person. i have a tendency to over react about almost anything. i'm just a dramatic person i suppose, but i'm good at keeping things to myself. i'm really just a mixed up person. i also get really into the things that i'm excited about and i try to hype people up, almost like a walking flier... except not really. i don't know. i just like being excited about things.
despite the fact that i'm always excited i like to keep it to myself. really, the only people that see that loud side of me are my closest friends and relatives. when i'm out in public i'm mostly a quiet kid unless someone is trying to hurt one of the people that i enjoy the most. i can get pretty defensive and mean when someone is being mean or harassing someone that's close to me. aside from that, though, i usually walk with my head at least semi-down. i don't have a lot of self-confidence and i don't really know how to deal with stress, but i'm learning.
i've also noticed i get embarrassed or flustered really easily. because of this, i tend to blush.. a lot. really, any little thing can make me blush. whether it's a small compliment, or a statement. if you're talking to me and i find you attractive, i'm blushing. if i get in trouble or get reprimanded in a group of people, my face is red. that's how i've been my whole life, and as much as i hate it, i kind of like it. maybe that's just me coming to terms with myself.
i'm unsure as to why, but i submit to just about anything people throw at me. if you're making fun of me, i just listen and stare at the ground, soaking it all up. if you're hitting me, i most likely won't hit you back because that's not the kind of person i am. i let people do what they want, even if they're just playing with me or toying with my emotions. i'm practically a doormat, people walk all over me... and i let them.
throughout everything that has ever happened to me, though, i try to stay on the bright side of things. if i stew over the bad things that seem to surround me, i won't get anywhere in life. if i just look to the things and people i love then maybe one day i'll be truly happy.
so let me start off by saying that i have a younger twin sister named chase. she just so happens to be my twin sister, best friend, secret keeper, etc. i love her to death and would do anything in my power to protect her, so when our mother died and our father turned into a drunk i knew that i had to be there for her no matter what.
it wasn't long later when my father walked in on my friend, rory, and i kissing in my room. i didn't think it was a big deal, but apparently my dad did. i don't think i've ever been that terrified in my whole life. i let my dad beat me into the closet. not literally into the closet, but you know how gay people "come out of the closet"? that was what i was not ready to do, but i can't help it. i guess i like who i like, but as of right now, i'm trying to pass myself off as a heterosexual male, though i'm not very good at it.
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