Post by RORY ANDREW COOK on Jan 23, 2011 17:53:48 GMT -8
rory andrew cook
seventeen- senior - student - bisexual
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people say i'm funny, okay i guess i can be when i'm in the mood, but i'm pretty... iffy. like sometimes i'm all into it, and sometimes i just want to be left alone, it's anyone's guess what it's going to be at that point in time. sometimes i'm happy and cheery and all into everyone's conversations, and then i can change on a dime, it's almost as if i suffer from bipolar disorder, but i don't. it's just, the way i am i guess. like there's certain things that irk me and those things drive me up the wall, and they only annoy me if i'm feeling a certain way, i'm so weird. no one knows for sure why i'm like this, but i try and spare my little brother from my temper. my twin isn't so lucky since he's normally around me. i feel terrible after, but i feel so good when i'm verbally attacking someone when it happens. revenge isn't sweet after the fact i guess. my jokes are pretty sarcastic, and dry. i just like making people laugh even when i lay on my personality a bit thick. getting people to laugh makes me think that they're starting to like me a bit more, or something stupid like that. i like perverted jokes, i like funny jokes, and i like sarcasm.
i'm pretty friendly, or i try to be most of the time, but it's hard. i'm quite prejudice if i really think about it. i try not to judge people by their look and their styles, or who they hang out with, but it's difficult. i've just been around people who are exactly how i perceive them, not that that works out now in the real world, but you know. if someone needs help i'll probably debate helping them, if not just help them, it's the way i am i guess. if someone you know, is mean to me, i'm probably not really going to bother with them much. i just, i just don't like it and if someone has a bad opinion of me i try and change it, unless you're someone who i detest, then i honestly don't care. so yeah, also if you're like new around somewhere and you talk to me, i'll talk with you and help you out learning the ways about something. you know how it is.
i'm a lost cause in the romance department. i don't know what's up or down, i'm a complete and utter failure. if i think something's romantic, it's not. trust me, there's no way any of the things i come up with are romantic. i can't tell flirting from an eye twitch, and i'm sure as hell a lost cause in the bedroom. i'm not a virgin, but i hardly have any experience, just saying. i'm like a freaking noob in that bit of the social world, just throwing that out there for you all to judge me by.
i'm pretty laid back. i don't care about a lot of things, and i make it obvious. school? eh, what about it? i slid by, i didn't do so hot in the wonderful jail system. you could consider me lazy, and even by my standards i am a lazy fat ass, but i don't care. the only things i really care about is being liked, having fun, music, and my friends. other than that i don't give a shit, i just want to have fun. but i must admit, i get frustrated so so so easily, it's super sad to admit, not to mention embarrassing, but it's the truth. if i'm having trouble with math or something, when i was in school. i'd throw my notebooks across the room totally annoyed with the whole concept of math or whatever the fuck it was. i just hate dealing with shit that doesn't make sense, or completely frustrates me. i stress out about that shit.
speaking about stress, i get really nervous, and i hate being alone in large crowds. if i am i act laid back and cool and shit, but on the inside i'm dying. i just want to disappear and fit in. i have an obsession with getting certain people to like me for who i am and sometimes for who i'm not. i crack jokes to make people laugh, i sometimes don't even act like myself. i turn into a complete and utter nervous wreck around new people, it might even seem like such a hypocritical situation that i get on stage and do my thing with Troubled Genius, but who knows. maybe being with my best friends helped make it better for me. they know me quite well after all.
i'm selectively mature. back up where i said i have a lot of mood shifts? this also effects this too. sometimes i'll be goofy and loony and act like i'm seven. but other times i'm straight up difficult, and completely literal. sometimes i whine, and sometimes i get annoyed by childish behaviors. sometimes i'll join in, and yet others i'm embarrassed to be in the situation. i've been getting better though, over the years. i get pessimistic when i'm mature, very negative and it's annoy. a huge kill joy, if you know what i mean.
i'm not usually a selfish person, i really am not. in fact i feel terrible when i take things from people. my birthday is difficult cause i don't like whenever people buy things for me, it makes me feel nervous and uncomfortable and i just don't like it at all, if you catch my drift. i know i'm strange, but it's something i live around. i tell people not to buy me things for my birthday and junk, not that it ever changes anything. i think that it's different on christmas and what not. you know, the whole giving and receiving thing.
yeah so. i was born july 6, true life. i'm the older twin with my brother andy and i, dig it. my mom and i are really really tight, and my dad and i have our moments. i grew up really into music and video games. i have quite a few friends, people who actually want to be around me, it's great. i'm pretty smart, and i'm also bisexual. although my brother is gay. haha...
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ohai, my name is megan, and i'm seventeen. i've been in this game for 4 - 5 years, and you can contact me via pm and aim/msn, and i found this place by admin yo.[/center][/size]
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